In 2015, I am going to see beauty in chaos, notice the sun kissing my tomato leaves, and appreciate the way the warmth of the light hits my kitchen table. I will notice again and again that cute little dimple in those soft squishy cheeks of my baby boy and linger on that sweet little girl's giggle letting it ring in my ear for just a little bit longer. Gosh, I love how his baby toes curl up on top of each other and squeezing that chub pad on top of his tiny foot. The house smells like warm crockpot goodness and it's a happy day not because everything is perfect but because I have a happy heart. Despite this thing over here that is trying to get my attention and that thing over there that I need to do, I'm learning how much of my life I have worried too much about things that don't matter. How much brain space I have wasted on thoughts that don't deserve to be revisited. In 2015, I am seeing life in a new way. Beauty in imperfections, comfort in worn in furniture, life in letting go. I will open my heart to vulnerability and change, and not be afraid to try new things. I will put myself and my thoughts out there, and not be afraid of being too visible! Hello, nice to meet you! :-)
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